Things I Wish I Was Doing...

1. Hanging out with my bestfriends: They live to far away for me to see them more than 3ish times a year.
2. Swimming: I hate the snow and love to swim. It makes me feel so free.
3. Talking to him about what happened instead of ignoring it and silently judging ourselves and each other.
4. Sleeping. I slept till 1 this morning: my sister winked at me and said I was making up for lost time, but really i feel sick whenever Im awake so sleep is like heaven.
5. Feeling good: Im tired of always feeling so sick and never having a Dr figure out whats wrong.
6. Going back away...I learn so much when Im not in school: being here feels like a waste of time. I like to learn but schools really not the place for people like me....
7. Making a difference. Lately I feel like my whole life is such a waste. I want to give something back.
8. Doing my homework. I have midyears tomorrow and tons of homework due Friday and I had a whole day off and didnt study or do any of it.
9. Eating mung. I havent been to camp in over a year and I dreamt about mung last night. Now I really want it.
10. Cleaning/Cooking. I havent had time to be domestic lately and its really bothering me...I want to be a good daughter.